When Ummi Blogs :)

Finally, here comes December. Eleven months have passed. Yet, life still in progress. Continuously, days by days. Improvement is important. Even though have to face too many obstacles there, just keep in track. FOCUS. Remember that we have a power of mind.

Responsibility, honesty, happiness , tears, negativity, frustration, manipulation, loyalty,pain, depression, ext. ; all these ups and downs, are to be expected in life, unpredictable. Conflicts will occur as well. Too many reasons and causes to be considered, not to be abandoned. Sometimes, when the downs get really down, its enough to reveal inner spiritual and push ourselves to become stronger. They're not killing.

It's a new moon but soon it's a new year. Its at the end but a new month to start over again. And its all about time. December, means a lot. Lots of happiness to come, hopefully. Its about December, cold and silent - my interpretation, meant to be meaningful.

::... and I go back to december all the time ...::

♥,

Setahun berlalu.

Assalamualaikum. Masih dalam mood raya. Oh cuti panjang boleh la kan lepak kat kampung lama-lama. Eh tak lama. Seminggu je. Mungkin sebab cuti pendek raya haji kali ni, semua orang rushing. Balik kampung sekejap sangat. Tambah musim hujan sekarang ni kat pantai timur. Ziarah yang mana sempat aje.

Malam semalam heaven. Gerak ke kl hantar adik masuk asrama. Petang dah sampai kampung balik. In 20 hours, kb-kl-nilai-kl-kb. Gilir drive dengan abah. Pening tak hilang lagi. Syabasss beti =).

Tak semua pulang beraya haji tahun ni. So juadah raya simple-simple. Nasi kerabu untuk jemaah yang dtg solat kat Masjid Ikhwan. Plus mee goreng, mihun goreng, puding karamel, ketupat pulut, tapai etc.*yg org kg bawakkan* Since limau bali, jambu merah dan buah pauh ringan a.k.a mangga muda dah ada, petik je la utk dijadikan penyuci mulut, rojak buah. Membazir dibiarkan jatuh berderai ke tanah. Cuma tambah lagi jambu batu dan nenas. Sengkuang tak jumpa. Tak ada rezeki kome nak makan sengkuang. Open house tak ada. Makan-makan of course ada. Haha. Petang buat spaghetti dan mihun sup utk siapa-siapa yg dtg. Raya haji tak sah kalau tak ada gearbox dan air asam perut. Meleleh.

lepas jual beli lembu.jubah dibeli setengah dozen.

Walau di mana menyambutnya, apa jua hidangan nya, ikhlaskan hati padaNya.
Allahuakbar Allahuakbar Allahuakbar.

Salam Aidiladha,

Arrived home safely this morning after long hours journey. As usual lah bila balik naik kereta jalan ke pantai timur mesti penuh dengan kenderaan. Penat, park kereta tidur dulu sekejap kat stesen minyak ke. Its okay biar sampai lambat asal tak terlelap masa bawak kereta tu. Bahaya. So, selamat berpuasa Arafah dan selamat menyambut hari raya korban. Maaf zahir batin. Esok korban lembu.